gladiol on the sand (english version)

Stars sink slowly one by one. I'm still trying to flap my wings, trying to set my feet on the clouds. the more I fly away .. the more my desire to fall, my blood spurted. my legs trembled, I felt something hit my wings .. a broken black. lightweight body fell from the black cloud kudaki effortlessly. does not take three seconds, my body has fallen into black spikes.

      Alec stopped groaning when touched on the shoulder, the smile graced my night so far. but he's not alone this time .. there girl figure who is behind it to smile, not smile I wanted. but mocking smile as she had shown me before tonight. I really do not put up with all this. She’s always appear in my life. I have to do something to get rid of her. not only in my life and Alec. but she’s really should be destroyed. and nothing that should know all this, including my fiance. she must be die, and yes, I'll kill her, you would not have thought it? if a girl like me could do this cruel, I'm a cold-blooded killer, psychopath's blood flowing in my body, you really do not expect it? she will die, at sea.

          she came to Bali, according to what I planned, I sent her  a plane ticket for her had the name of Alec, many times I have arranged her schedule to match with my schedule, and she will stay in the same hotel where we were on vacation. I want all of them according to my plan. I don’t want all fail.

She’s  past my fiance, a piece of memory that was almost destroyed all my good times with Alec, and she will never be lost, like the reliefs in stone even though the dust has covered them, and killing her is the only way, I couldn’t receive if she took Alec from me again, never!!

       We took all our luggage in the lobby, instantly I saw her, along with her  cynical smile, I glanced at Alec, and he was silent, I'm really fed up with her behavior, if I didn’t realize that she is candidate that I killed, I would have punched her, I don’t care if Alec saw it, Alec  saw the look on my face changed, and he’s  immediately  pulled me toward to our room, without saying anything I just followed him, and when I saw her, she’s still staring us.

      The clock show at 2 AM, but Bali remained the same as during the day, the city was like it never dies, I'm still awake in the arms of Alec, we were just silent, occasionally I felt him kiss my hair, I feel very comfortable, to instantly Alec gently pulled my face and kiss my lips, I kissed him back, we continue to keep kissing until we heard a loud explosion outside, such as bomb explosions, we stopped kissing and started, the explosion was heard twice, and the last explosion louder than the first explosion, Alec looked at me confused, I know his mind. he was still thinking about that damn girl, Alec went out, and I hold him go, I yelled at him, very hysterical, oh god! Alec still love her!
he looked at me puzzled,then hes get closer with me and pulled me into his arms, I was still sobbing, I was really very fragile, I think I want to kill him too, but Alec breathing gently calm me down .. I think if I have to attempting to trust him, he pulled my hand gently into bed, and he promised that he would accompany me here until I wake up.

          

        Fragrant gladiolus a kiss is still embedded in my memory, we see a very gruesome scene, Kuta beach which was originally a panorama has now become like Bantar gebang, filled with corpses and bits of wood, yes, the explosion we heard last night was the bomb explosion , and it is not far from where our hotel. I heard the girl was at the beach when it happened. I really do not think he went in search for missing persons list! even I have not killed him.

         When I saw the eyes of Alec, his eyes seemed to answer my question, and yes, he still loves her, but hinted that his hands grip her love me more than for him, and this time I tried to believe him, I realized he had chosen me and not girl. once again and for the last time I kissed gladiolus, and I let him float along with other flowers, I'm holding back the hands of Alec, and let him lead me, to the road towards a bright light gladiolus.